After spending the last few nights feeling generally down, I got online and found a few dresses to wear at shoots and (hopefully) the KGB goth winter ball. I still have to find out what I need to go. They're not $200+ victorian goth corset dresses (as much as I'd like); but for 25-40 bucks each I found something that might make me feel pretty.
I'm praying that I'll find a better new year's eve party to go to because I'm afraid of running into Tom. But I'll be darned if I stay home that night on account of him. In time, I'll get over him.
It turns out to be an ok day to lounge around in my pj's, after all.