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Dec. 16th, 2008 @ 05:11 pm For all the pretty pictures in the world
Current Mood: sad
I would trade for a relationship with a good, decent man I'd fall in love with and who would love me in return.  There's nothing I crave more than that soul deep connection.  As a Pisces Leo rising--I am an intuitive, sensitive soul that craves the adoration and approval of her lover...someone I could adore  and share my life with.

No matter how careful and selective I am,  I manage to always find someone who has the attention span of a gnat (or a certain male body part).  Once more, I have been used and tossed away.  Yet again I've been told I've done nothing wrong, there is nothing wrong with me. 

It feels like my heart has been ripped out.  I don't know why I haven't given up on men altogether and become content with being alone.  It's just not in my chemistry. 

Now if I can make this ball of pain in my stomach go away, that would be nice.  It would be even better, if only I could forget him and feel nothing for him.

Time is the only remedy.  This really sucks.
PrimoPiano
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From:[info]everythingisso
Date: December 17th, 2008 12:39 am (UTC)
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I'm so sorry. I'm a pisces sun and moon, so I know sensitivity and the need for approval from a partner. heartbreak never gets any easier... you just can't let it get the best of you.
From:[info]orpheus77
Date: December 17th, 2008 02:56 am (UTC)
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*Hugs* Don't give up; we're not all like that. You deserve better than that; you can be precious to someone and you should be.
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From:[info]ravendon
Date: June 21st, 2009 04:26 pm (UTC)
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damn it. I hope this isn't that BDSM relationship we had talked about.

If it is, I'm feeling a curse coming on about now...