| Dec. 16th, 2008 @ 05:11 pm For all the pretty pictures in the world |
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Current Mood:  sad
I would trade for a relationship with a good, decent man I'd fall in love with and who would love me in return. There's nothing I crave more than that soul deep connection. As a Pisces Leo rising--I am an intuitive, sensitive soul that craves the adoration and approval of her lover...someone I could adore and share my life with.
No matter how careful and selective I am, I manage to always find someone who has the attention span of a gnat (or a certain male body part). Once more, I have been used and tossed away. Yet again I've been told I've done nothing wrong, there is nothing wrong with me.
It feels like my heart has been ripped out. I don't know why I haven't given up on men altogether and become content with being alone. It's just not in my chemistry.
Now if I can make this ball of pain in my stomach go away, that would be nice. It would be even better, if only I could forget him and feel nothing for him.
Time is the only remedy. This really sucks. |